heyy , hmm. actually kn , i feel jealous with the other class. they were always happy unlike my class. they were like one big family. but in my class , there are some unsporting student. & i was afraid to talk when im in class. i feel like im not belong to there. not only that , i was also afraid with my teacher. she seems like .... like .... hmm. i can feel that someone was unhappy with me. but why should i care ? just be patient lha. hope i can stand in that class until i finish my study. erggh ! sometimes i feel like wanna scream but no one can hear me. huh how i wish somebody can hear my voice. feels like wanna move to the other class oh. i really miss that smile when i am at form 3 last year. huhuhu ~~ T.T

nice ;)

Daphne Douglas Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll :)

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Andy Esparam Goritom

i raise my right hand up high.,
saying good bye with a heavy fake smile.,
my job here ihas done because,
i lost my smile since that moment.,
other angel will replace me to
make people smile as i always tried.
God.. take me away ~

Yesterday at 8:10pm

Daphne Douglas

Forget the times she walked by,forget the times she made you cry,
Forget the times she spoke your name, remember now your not the same.
Forget the times she held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, remember now she's just a memory and nothing else.

Yesterday at 8:12pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

i try and try again..
but my heart so stupid
there's nothing i cant do..
she act like nothing happen,
but im not like that kind of person..
she can smile and laugh at the same time
and even eat everthing she saw
until her tummy became like a pillow.,
but did i?
i cant forget the memory we shared
cause my mind still surrounded by her..

Yesterday at 8:23pm

Daphne Douglas

Don't ever give up, if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears, if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer, if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love her, if you can't let her go..

Yesterday at 8:30pm

Carl Spencer

As time passes by, you will get your "good-bye".. X)

Yesterday at 8:33pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
i dream of her because too much thinking about her..
such a wonderful dream which make me smile.,
*dang* im awake and it was just a dream..
another moody breathless morning day..
i tried to go to sleep so that i can have that
wonderful moment again but,
its too late at that moment on.
so i online facebook and go to her profilez
just wanna to see her smile?
but the more sorrow i can be..
from moment to moment ..
i barely can breath..
my heart was like being poke again and again..

Yesterday at 8:43pm

Daphne Douglas

If you could choose between life and death
you would almost rather die,
love is fun but hurts so much
the price you pay is high.
Sometimes our visions seem clearer
after our eyes are washed out with tears
Have a good cry,
wash out your heart
If you keep it inside
it'll tear you apart.
Sometimes you lose,
but you're going to win
if you just hang in...

Yesterday at 8:46pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
i blame on my stupid heart,
because that stupid heart's love and care,
make me blind in many way..
but how can she be that stupid at the same time?
i wisper to my Father on heaven,
to gently knock her head and make her,
realise, to be thankful and graceful person..
" appreciate the person who willingly accept,
all of our badness and goodness inside us "
yeah, i know,
im not that good looking,
but the quality of mine is better than other
boys out there.

Yesterday at 8:58pm

Daphne Douglas

Men are like apples on trees, the best ones are
on the top of the tree. The women don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling
and don't want to get hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't so good but easy.
So, the apples at the top
think something is wrong with them,
when in reality they are amazing.
They just have to wait
for the right woman to come along,
the one who's brave enough
to climb all the way to the top
because they value quality, and not just looks.

Yesterday at 9:05pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
Love hurts when you breakup with someone,
Hurts even more when someone breaks up with u
But love hurts the most
when the person u love
has no idea how u feel.
i heard someone wisper her name, but when i turned around
to see who it was, i notice that i was alone,
then i realise it was my heart telling me that i miss her.

What to do when it feels
What to do when it does not heals
Every sweet moment of life it steals
But heart has only love where it deals.

Yesterday at 9:15pm

Daphne Douglas

When something's over, it's over.
it can never start again.
When it's broken you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way
you want it to be.
When you know that someone's
hurting you so much, just stop.
We know that it hurts a lot,
but you must learn to let go of things.
Don't push yourself too hard.
Coz we all know,
that in every ending,
there's such a thing
that we call the beginning..

But this you must remember..since I'm crying for you to see..
Love comes..
to those who still hope,
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe..
even though they've been betrayed,
to those who still love,
even though they've been hurt before...

Yesterday at 9:21pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
Touching lines from a broken heart,
In my dreams she is mine.
But in my life she is a dream. :(

i wish she could remember how incredible
i am as her lover. because im better
than her exes.

I get so emotional when she are not around,
I think the emotion is called happiness.

but i've lost that emotion from
that moment she ended
of what me and her started it together.
♥ love ♥

Yesterday at 9:35pm

Daphne Douglas

What we desire, is what we cannot have,
What we have, is what we do not desire,
I'm saying this so you will see, Andreas,
That not all relationships have their happy endings..

If I can save a thousand hearts from breaking,
Maybe you'll never experience the pain,
But I'm so sorry, for what you had and what you lost,
But even more sorry, for words is what I could only convey,
What I try my hardest to comfort you, I know it will only pass as water rolling off a leaf in the rain..

But I plead for you to see,
That what has ended can start again,
Maybe not with the same person,
But with another who would really care..

Because Andreas.. (okay, that sounded weird --")
The one who broke you,
Is the only one who can fix you..

(PS. I got to go offline now. T.T)

Yesterday at 9:48pm

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
i'll try my best to heal myself,
like i always does when she hurt me much..
but this time.,
its wasnt that easy like usually,
cause i still love her so much.
damn my stupid heart,
which she didnt appreciate it.

andy is dead just for awhile..mabye

the statement of..

"The one who broke you,
Is the only one who can fix you"

feedback = claudia♥

eh? ok2.. :)

Yesterday at 10:05pm

Daphne Douglas

It's the heart afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance..
It is the dream afraid of waking,
that never takes the chance..
It is the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give..
And the soul afraid of dying,
that never learns to live.

Not all scars show,
Not all wounds heal,
Not all the words I say,
Can make you see,
Because she's not worth the tears,
She's not worth the heartache,
She's not worth your time, your love, your attention,
If all she does is walk away without sympathy for,
all the pain that she caused you..

(PS. aha. ran out of rhyme --")

13 hours ago

Selene George Kichi

sapa manang??..hua3..XD

13 hours ago

Daphne Douglas

ahah..dunno..i ran out of rhyme.. --"

13 hours ago

Andy Esparam Goritom

.
►soon..
she'll realise how much important i am to her.
►soon..
she'll gonna cry in regretness of how
selfish decision she've made.
►soon..
im just gonna smile while looking
at her regretful face.
►soon..
she gonna miss me when im gone..
►soon..
everything about me will overshadow her
that make her cant stop think each of our sweet
memories.
►soon..
she'll feel lonely because of "something" is missing,
and that "something" is " me ".

or.. maybe not ? (,")

i'll appreciate all those people with their effort
to make me feel better with their advices even
some of them are unmatured enough and unexperienced.

when girls said some boys is jerks,
then some girls are dumb -.-

now.. the matter is..
just dont make things became too late,
cause only deep pain and regretness
a person can get.

13 hours ago